Teach me to seek you

Lord, if you’re not here, where will I look for you? And if you’re everywhere, why don’t I see you here? You live in light no one can reach. Where is that light? How can I get close to it? Lord, please teach me to look for you, and show yourself to me as I look. I can’t look for you unless you teach me, or find you unless you show yourself to me. Let me look for you by wanting you, and want you as I look. Let me find you by loving you, and love you as I find you. Amen.